I want to know the truth now. I don't want to be blind anymore. Already He's showing me things. Since we've been married, when Justin pursues me at night, I lock myself behind a vault door and stand there fearfully waiting for him to give up trying to get in, like he's a thief trying … Continue reading Uncover My Eyes
Today I'm stepping onto a new pathway carved out by those who have gone before me as they followed God. This road should lead me to recovery. I hadn't realized how erratic I had become until I came into an atmosphere of surrender and peace. I could see the stark contrast. In my heart it … Continue reading Day One
When I stood at the front of the church two weeks ago, the pastor put his hands on me and prayed that I would have "the faith to believe God can take away my anxiety." As he spoke to God on my behalf, I spoke up as well. Jesus was before me and I told … Continue reading The Most Powerful Words Ever Uttered
My name means summer meadow. The day I was born I was given this gift, a name that I so long to fulfill the destiny it prophecies of. I want to become a pleasant place for those I love to linger in as they pass through life. To have warm breezes brush over their faces, … Continue reading Meadow
There is a line in a book that I'll never forget. "The laugh collapsed the moment it was born." I think it was the saddest thing I've ever read. I just imagine this thing full of life and potential be born and instantly collapsing to the ground, without even a breath in the world, it … Continue reading Collapse
The view from the top is usually better. You're able to see further and your perception is totally different. At the top you can see all around. You can see the end of the journey coming up in the distance. You feel the sun on your face, the wind in your hair. You remember the … Continue reading From the Bottom
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